Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Dont take easy with Diabetis Melitus

It was almost a week my granny had passed away which I dunno either it was due to diabetis melitus or 'sakit tua' (May Allah laid her in peace and accept all her repentance). But what I know is that she suffered from this no 1 killer disease in Malaysia which we generally call 'kencing manis' before she died. She was two times admitted to the hospital in separate times, the 1st was when she had to undergo a surgery to cut off her left leg up to the knee and second admittion was because of the struck by 'nanah' until her right leg rotted badly until the moment she left us forever.
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Recently, my auntie(my mother's sister) was also warded at the same hospital due to the same disease! This is worser compared to my late granny as the whole limb(sampai paha) was cut off and nothing left. Two months lying in the hospital bed was not an easy life. Till this moment she was still detained there counting the time to go. Once I went there, she was crying..she said that she was really regret for not taking early treatment when the disease only attacked her toes. She didnt expect this to be worser until one day, she felt the whole leg like having paralysis and then immediately went to clinic to seek the medicine. Unfortunately, it was too late and what happened was, she lost one whole leg.
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Two of my close relatives who I love most had already been experiencing this and who else? I hope and I dont want others who I know suffer from this too. Since this is the most dangerous killer in our home country, I feel it is good to have some sharing on the diabetis melitus disease. Lets roll down...



The Pankreas , adalah organ dalam tubuh yang berfungsi untuk mengeluarkan bahan kimia
sejenis hormon yang dikenali sebagai insulin. Insulin membolehkan tisu-tisu menggunakan
glukos dan membantu mengawal paras glukos dalam darah ke paras normal. Jika insulin tidak
mencukupi atau tidak berkesan paras glukos akan meningkat dalam darah.
Keadaan ini dinamakan Diabetes Mellitus atau kencing manis.




Diabetis terbahagi kepada:
  • Diabetes Mellitus yang bergantung kepada Insulin (IDDM) atau Diabetes
    Mellitus Jenis I

  • Diabetes Mellitus yang tidak bergantung kepada Insulin (NIDDM) atau Diabetes
    Mellitus Jenis II



Tanda dan gejala:




Jangan biarkan diri anda diselubungi....diabetisssssssss (nada misteri nusantara)



Take early prevention measures, dont let it spreads until too late to do anything
  • Selalunya dikesan semasa pemeriksaan untuk masalah-masalah lain seperti:
    o Kabur penglihatan.
    o Penyakit kulit yang berterusan.
    o Luka lambat sembuh.
    o Jangkitan pada sistem pembuangan air kecil dan kemaluan.
    o Kebas kaki.

  • Tanda-tanda lain termasuk:
    o Dahaga.
    o Kerap buang air kecil dalam kuantiti yang banyak.
    o Letih dan lesu.
    o Penurunan berat badan walaupun mempunyai selera yang baik.
    o Kelemahan otot.
    o Kegatalan tanpa ruam.


Faktor-faktor risiko Diabetis:

Berlebihan berat badan / kegemukan. Tidak bersenam dan gaya hidup tidak aktif

  • Pemakanan- pengambilan makanan tinggi lemak dan kurang serat.

  • Keturunan- diabetes mempunyai perkaitan yang kuat dalam keluarga.

  • Peningkatan umur.

  • Bangsa - Kaum India mempunyai lebih risiko mendapat diabetes.

Tindak balas hipoglisemia
Di samping tindak balas atau reaksi hiperglisemia (paras gula yang tinggi dalam darah), tindak balas hipoglisemia (paras gula yang rendah dalam darah) juga boleh berlaku kesan dari: pengambilan insulin yang berlebihan, melangkau makan, terlalu banyak bersenam, penyakit, pengambilan alkohol dan masa antara pengambilan ubat dengan waktu makan yang tidak kena.


Tanda-tanda hipogisemia yang pertama ialah:

  • lapar
  • berpeluh

  • tidak dapat memberi tumpuan

  • debaran jantung

  • peningkatan keresahan

  • loya

Apa yang perlu dilakukan ketika berlakunya tindak balas hipoglisemia

  • Minum sedikit air buah-buahan

  • Ambil 1/2 tin minuman ringan

  • Ambil 2 sudu teh gula pasir

  • Makan sedikit snek

  • Ambil 7 biji kekacang jeli

  • Gosokkan serbuk glukos ke gusi

Ubat makan untuk hipoglisemia

Terdapat 3 kumpulan utama ubat tersebut:

1. Sulfonylureas
Ia bertindak dengan meransang pengeluaran insulin ke dalam darah dan meningkatkan kemasukan gula ke dalam sel-sel. Dengan ini ia menurunkan paras gula dalam darah. Kesan sampingan yang biasa dialami oleh pesakit ialah loya, muntah, sakit kepala, pening. sakit abdomen. Sila maklumkan kepada doktor anda atau pegawai farmasi jika anda mengalami gejala yang dinyatakan itu. Ubat-ubatnya adalah seperti:
• Chlorpropamide (generasi pertama)
• Tolbutamide (generasi pertama)
• Glibenclamide (generasi kedua)
• Gliclazide (generasi kedua)
• Glipizide (generasi kedua)

2. Biguanides
Ia bertindak dengan meningkatkan pengaliran gula ke dalam sel-sel dan menyekat penyerapan gula (dari makanan) ke dalam darah melalui usus. Dengan itu, ia dapat mengurangkan paras gula dalam darah. Kesan sampingannya adalah sama seperti Sulfonylureas. Ubatnya adalah seperti: Metformin

3. Penghalang Alpha-Glucosidase
Ia bertindak dengan menyekat enzim tertentu di dalam usus yang bertanggung jawab menyerap gula dari makanan. Dengan yang demikian, ia mengurangkan penyerapan gula ke dalam darah melalui usus dan juga mengurangkan paras gula darah. Ubatnya seperti: Acarbose
Kesan sampingannya: kembung, cirit-birit (dalam kes ini, dosnya perlu dikurangkan atau dihentikan sama sekali), sakit abdomen, najis lembut.
Sila maklumkan kepada doktor anda jika mengalami gejala yang disebutkan di atas. Jangan sekali-kali berhenti mengambil ubat tersebut tanpa memaklumkannya kepada doktor anda!
Penjagaan Sendiri
• Elakkan makanan yang mengandungi kandungan gula dan lemak yang tinggi
• Jangan mengambil snek di antara waktu makan


Komplikasi Diabetes
Diabetes yang tidak dikawal dengan betul atau tidak didiagnos boleh merosakkan saluran darah dan saraf. Ini akan memberi kesan kepada jantung, buah pinggang, mata dan kaki (luka yang lambat sembuh) dan menyebabkan penentangan terhadap jangkitan terutamanya di kaki dan buah pinggang.

Ingat bahawa, komplikasi mata berlaku secara senyap terutamanya bagi diabetes Jenis II. Adalah penting untuk mengenali gejala-gejalanya lebih awal. Dapatkan pemeriksaan mata lebih kerap dan amalkan kebersihan kaki dengan baik.

Rawatan

Memilih tempat suntikan
Bagi memastikan penyerapan insulin dengan betul, suntikan hendaklah diberi terus ke dalam tisu subkutaneus (lapisan di bawah kulit).

Cubitan
Cubitan hendaklah dilakukan dengan betul menggunakan ibu jari dan jari telunjuk/jari hantu. Kemudian tarik bahagian kulit (dermis) dan tisu subkutaneus sahaja ke atas tanpa melibatkan otot. Lepaskan lipatan kulit apabila jarum telah ditarik keluar. Jangan lepaskan terlalu awal kerana ia akan tersuntik bahagian otot.
Cubit selipatan kulit yang bersih antara ibu jari dan jari telunjuk sebelum mencucuk jarum perlahan-lahan masuk ke dalam lipatan kulit tersebut pada sudut 900. Ada ketika tertentu anda gagal untuk membuat cubitan (seperti mengalami penyakit arthritis) atau anda memilih untuk tidak mencubit. Dalam keadaan tersebut anda perlu menyuntik pada sudut 450 bagi mengelakkan anda menyuntik masuk ke dalam otot.

Tempat-tempat suntikan yang utama
Terdapat perbezaan ketebalan kulit di beberapa bahagian di badan kita yang boleh digunakan untuk suntikan insulin. Kecepatan atau kelajuan penyerapan insulin adalah penting. Setiap tempat mempunyai kadar atau pola penyerapan yang berbeza-beza.

Bagi membolehkan ramalan terhadap kesan dos insulin dibuat dengan betul atau tepat, seseorang itu perlu memilih sesuatu tempat secara tetap untuk waktu-waktu tertentu dalam sehari, seperti yang tertera pada rajah di bawah:


Kelajuan penyerapan

Paha-perlahan Lengan -sederhana Abdomen -cepat Punggung -perlahan



As fasting month is just around da corner, it is good for us to take a look on the means of controlling our food or meals which we are going to take:



MENGURUS DIABETES DI BULAN PUASA
Di bawah ini diturunkan cadangan jadual waktu untuk mengambil ubat-ubatan anda di bulan puasa:




(Ingat: Bersahur hendaklah dilakukan hampir dengan waktu Imsak dan bukannya di waktu tengah malam atau selepas snek).


Pesakit perlu memantau sendiri paras gula dalam darahnya kerana ini dapat mengelakkannya dari gangguan paras gula darah yang serius di waktu siang nanti terutamanya di minggu pertama dalam bulan puasa. Masa yang terbaik untuk memeriksa paras gula tersebut ialah sekitar pukul 9.00 pagi, 3.00-4.00 petang dan kira-kira 2 jam selepas berbuka puasa. Bersenam berlebihan di bulan puasa adalah tidak digalakkan kerana kelasakan dan pendedahan kepada panas matahari boleh menyebabkan dehidrasi dan hipoglisemia.



Additional info for all guys,


Ujian Saringan untuk Lelaki

Adakah saya sihat?
Pertubuhan Kesihatan Sedunia mendefinisikan kesihatan adalah sihat dari segi fizikal, mental dan sosial dan bukan hanya sekadar bebas dari segala penyakit atau ketidakupayaan.Anda boleh membuat beberapa ujian atau saringan untuk mengetahui adakah anda sihat atau tidak.

Apakah itu ujian saringan?
Ujian saringan adalah ujian atau penilaian untuk mengesan awal penyakit atau keadaan luarbiasa bagi memudahkan rawatan.




Sebagai contoh, jika kita dapat mengesan lebih awal penyakit darah tinggi atau kencing manis, kita boleh mengawal keadaan tersebut untuk mengelakkan komplikasi seperti angin ahmar dan serangan penyakit jantung.
Untuk menilai kesihatan fizikal, anda dinasihatkan untuk membuat ujian saringan berikut:
Kegemukan (Obesiti)
Tekanan Darah Tinggi
Kencing Manis
Paras kolesterol dalam darah

Mengapakah saya harus membuat ujian saringan untuk keadaan tersebut?
Penyakit jantung, angin ahmar dan kanser (barah) adalah faktor utama kemasukan ke hospital dan kematian.
Kegemukan, darah tinggi, kencing manis dan paras kolesterol yang tinggi adalah faktor risiko yang utama untuk penyakit jantung dan angin ahmar. Mengawal keadaan tersebut boleh mengelakkan atau mengurangkan kadar kejadian serangan jantung dan angin ahmar.


Bagaimana untuk membuat ujian saringan?





Bilakah saya perlu membuat ujian saringan?
Anda digalakkan mengikut panduan di bawah:






Dimanakah saya boleh mendapatkan ujian tersebut?
Jumpa doktor anda. Semua klinik kesihatan kerajaan, klinik swasta, hospital swasta dan makmal swasta menyediakan ujian tersebut.

Siapakah yang perlu saya rujuk sekiranya ujian saya luarbiasa?
Jumpa doktor atau pergi ke klinik kesihatan yang berhampiran.

Apakah yang harus saya buat lagi untuk memastikan saya sentiasa sihat?
Makan secara sihat - Pelbagaikan makanan. Makan mengikut keperluan aktiviti fizikal anda.

Sentiasa aktif - Sentiasa aktif setiap hari. Bersenam sekurang-kurangnya 3 kali seminggu, 20 - 30 minit setiap kali. Ia dapat mengekalkan IJB dan meningkatkan tahap kecergasan.

Tidak merokok - Merokok boleh merosakkan paru-paru dan menambah risiko serangan jantung, angin ahmar dan kanser (barah). Sekiranya anda merokok, cuba berhenti. Sila rujuk doktor anda.

Menangani tekanan (stres) - Kawal perasaan marah untuk mengurangkan tekanan.
Semakan Akhir : 28 April 2008


Source: portalMyHealth

Hah now, lu pikir la gune otak senirik ape perlu buat,hehe
^_*

Smile..and it would be a very special gift to others







Smiling is the most talismatic medicine or cure if you ever recognise. So, moment you got headache,stress,underpressure,heartbroken or thinking something unthinkable, get yourself into this kind of supernatural cure,SMILE!! Look at this pakcik,how happy he is..



By promoting smiling in yourself, you will manage to naturally disregard all problems accumulating inside your brain, do it often



Now, read these jokes and see whether they can tickle your tummy or not..heheee

merepek1-bijiran
Udin disiapkan sarapan pagi bijirin dengan susu oleh ibunya. Udin yang mempunyai aquarium, berjalan ke arah aquarium dengan segenggam bijirin di tangan, berniat memberikan bijirin tersebut untuk makanan ikan-ikan di dalam aquarium. Tepat ketika Udin nak berikan bijirin, ibunya masuk ke ruang makan.
Si ibu: “Udin, jangan kamu berikan bijirin itu kepada ikan. Nanti ikan semuanya akan mati”.
Dengan wajah pucat Udin menjawab, “Habis tue, kenapa Ibu bagi bijirin ini kepada saya?”.
Si ibu: @#^%@^!!


merepek 2-Khasiat telur separuh masak
Aziz dan Ani membawa anak lelaki mereka yang berusia 6 tahun ke klinik. Walaupun pada mulanya agak malu dan segan, akhirnya mereka membuka mulut juga menceritakan kebimbangan mereka tentang kemaluan anak mereka yang agak kecil berbanding kanak-kanak lain yang sebayanya.
Selepas melakukan pemeriksaan, doktor berkata,
“beri makan telur separuh masak setiap pagi. Lama-lama besarlah tu.”
Besok pagi, apabila anak lelaki mereka hendak bersarapan, terkejutlah dia melihat ada 10 biji telur di meja makan.
“Telur ni untuk saya ke mak?”, tanya si anak.
“Engkau makan dua biji saja. Yang lain tu untuk ayah
kau punye”, kata emaknya.
Ha……..Lu Pikir ah sendiri……..!

merepek 3-dompet kulit
Siape yang menemukan dompet kulit?
Yang menemukan dompet kulit tersebut tolong pulangkan kepada saye.

merepek 4-pembohong
Saya ade 3 kepala,4 tangan dan 5 kaki...siapakah saya?
Pembohong...

merepek 5-jurujerawat
Seorang jururawat di hospital sakit jiwa melihat seorg pesakit sedg menulis surat.Jururawat : Encik sedang menulis surat untuk siapa tue?Pesakit : Aku tulis surat utk diri sendirJururawat : Ohhh...Jadi,apa yg kamu tuliskan?Pesakit : Manalah aku tau?Esok pagi bila posmen hantar, barulah aku boleh baca.Apalah bengong sgt kau nie.mana ada kiter tulis surat pastu terus baca.mesti kite poskan dulu.BODOHJururawat :(dlm hati)Bijak jugak org gila nie


Senyum seindah suria or seindah kambing?haha


merepek 6-Pandir tul kau ni
Cerita pak pandir....suatu hari pak pandir sedang berjalan pulang ke rumahnya dari kedai kopi. Sedang dalam perjalanan itu dia telah ternampak sesuatu.Pak pandir : eh.. pe menda le ni.. cam taik la...Lalu pak pandir pun mencolek sedikit benda tersebut dan mencium lalu merasanya menggunakan lidahnya....Pak pandir : eee.... memang taik lah.. nasib baik aku tak pijak.....!!!!!!!!

merepek 7-telur naga
Pada satu hari ,sorang budak namer nager telah disuruh oleh emaknyer untuk beli telurbiler sampai kedai dier belilah telur.pastu mase nak balik dier nampak satu eksiden.dier letak telur tu ,pasal nak tengok eksiden tu.ououououououououo kepala pecah kaki hancor perut terburai.pastu dier balik die citer kat mak dier,pastu mak dier tanyer telurnyer maner."tah pecah jugak kowt"kata naga


merepek 8-karipap
ADA sebuah keluarga Thai yg menetap di Malaysia.nama anak mereka Pap.Suatu hari mak die suruh die g beli kari coz dia nak masak makanan berkari.so die pon bgtau kat anak die,"Pap,Pap beli kariPap".Pap plak ingat mak die suruh beli karipap so die pon belilah karipap.balik ke rumah maknya bertanay mana kari yg disuruh beli. pAP:bUKAn mak suruh beli kari ke tadimak:????


merepek 9-bluebang
sepasang suami isteri sedang membeli belah pakaian utk anak mereka Blue.isteri :Bang,bang, cari baju bLUEbAng.saya nak g toilet jap temankan Blue.suami plak tersalah tafsir kata2 isterinya lalu die pon pergilah mencari baju yg berlubag.semua org hairan bila dia bertanya di mana tempat menjual baju berlubang.selepas beberapa ketika, isterinya datangisteri:mana baju Bluebang?suami:apasal la ko bengong sangat suruh aku carik baju berlubang.mana ada jual.isteri:????moral of the stories:faham betul2 dlu apa org ckp,baru buat


merepek 10-ijoi bengong
Di sebuah sekolah tadika, seorang guru sedang menyoal anak muridnya..
Cikgu: "Ijoi, awak ada berapa orang adik-beradik?"
Ijoi : "Ada tiga, cikgu."
Cikgu: "Awak yang paling tua, ke?"
Ijoi : "Bukan saya, datuk saya...".


merepek 11-washington
Anak dan bapaJamil pulang dari sekolah dan bercerita pada bapanya yang tidak pernah bersekolah.Jamil: Ayah, tadi saya dimarah oleh cikgu!Ayah: Kamu buat silap apa, Jamil?Jamil: Tadi saya tidak dapat menjawab pertanyaan cikgu.Ayah: Apa yang cikgu tanya?Jamil: Cikgu tanya, di mana letaknya Washington.Ayah: Itupun kamu boleh tak tahu! Lain kali kalau kamu sudah meletakkan sesuatu benda, jangan lupa di mana tempatnya!







see, even a chimpanzi can happily smiling!


WAKAHKAHAH,amacam? pueh ati?? gelak penawar segala penyakit tp bukan gelak macam nak baham org, tuh dah crik penyakit namanya,kahkah..(^^)

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Achtung!!Wake Up!! You are in final year now

The moment July semester commences, there was a little joy crossed over my mind, the heart blossomed like a flower in the beautiful garden ready to be plucked by a romeo for his charming juliet(wah parabola sket) and the feeling of excitement loomed whenever I stepped up UTP as a Final Sem student, meaning there is another last(but not least) challenging semester to go, and all UTP folks whom we dont really know or notice are most probably our juniors!(because member batch senirik almost sume kenal la kan)hehe.. Albeit of being excited, there is still a huge predicament which all final sem students have to face. What? of course la FYP. Talking about FYP, my supervisor, AP Dr Razali Hamzah was quoted as saying "You have to double up your works for this FYP II, no such messy and petty things should present inside your report and works towards the completion, otherwise Im not going to sign your dissertation and you are not to graduate this semester". What!! How horrible it was the moment I heard he was saying 'you are not to graduate' came out with the fierce expression from his face cum the deep eyes stare pointing directly to me . So remember kawan2, dont play2 too much eh,enjoy2 jugak but keje kene jalan. Somehow, this post is not for plotting a story on FYP,though it is enormous for all, but just wanna share with all of you guys on the potential companies you may apply to secure the placement once graduating soon. Upon completing, double checking your resume with Abg Idham or your own supervisor, dont wait any longer to seek your placement at any associates you are interested with. So wake up!! Expedite your efforts for your own good.


Below are perhaps the wishlist for all:

But before that, pls abide by the terms and conditions stated below:

1st Row: Company Name

2nd Row: Telephone Number

3rd Row: Fax Number

4rd Row: Mail/Website

Please bear in mind that not all the contacts are relevant and well-specified, we have to hit an introduction of us by calling first to the company's focal person(HR or PR) to confirm the address we are going to post our details/resume either it is the exactly we suppose to use or not. Once they receive and confirm the address, the next step is to follow up the status of the posted details/resume either it has been accepted, pending or rejected (T T). For some extent, we may also upload the CV to http://www.jobstreet.com/ to approach broader access or channels from potential employers. Good luck!


1. WCT Engineering Berhad,Selangor:
03-7805 2266
03-78043949
lfwong@wcte.com.my

2. Unilever(M) HOLDINGS SDN BHD,Kuala Lumpur
03-2246 2450
03:2282 1048
Recruitment.Malaysia@unilever.com

3. UMW Corporation SDN BHD
http://www.umw.com.my/

4. UEM LAND BERHAD
03-2727 6000
03- 27272000
hra@uemland.uemnet.com

5.Time Engineering
03-2727 6300
03-27272300
career@timegroup.com.my


6. Telekom Malaysia Berhad
http://tmcareer.com.my/

7. Technip
03-2116 7323
032145 6002
hrcommon@technip.com

8. Symphony BPO Solutions Sdn Bhd
03-2718 1500
03-2711 8770
grouphr@symphony.com.my

9. Suruhanjaya Komunikasi Dan Multimedia Malaysia
03-8699 8000
03-86881000
rmailto:recruitment@cmc.gov.my

10. SIME DARBY BERHAD
www.simedarby.com/careers

11. SHELL MALAYSIA
http://www.shell.com/careers

12. SCOMI GROUP BHD
03-2080 5000
mtp@scomigroup.com.my

13. Schlumberger
03-2166 7788
03-2166 7400
recruiter@kuala-lumpur.oilfield.slb.com

14. SapuraCrest Petroleum
03-8659 8593
03-8656 7933
ashiah@sapuracrest.com.my

15.PriceWaterHouseCooper
03-2173 0351
03-2173 1780
my.careers@mypwc.com

16. Proton
03-5191 1055
03-5191 9120
recruit@proton.com

17. Perodua
03-6092 8888
03-6733 0439
hr@perodua.com.my

18. NAZA GROUP OF COMPANIES
03-2617 7841
03-2681 9828
syaiful@naza.com.my

19. MULTIMEDIA DEVELOPMENT CORP (MDEC)
03-8315 3000
03-8315 3115
clic@mdec.com.my


20.Mercedes Benz Malaysia Sdn Bhd
03-2246888
03-2246 8785
hr_malaysia@daimler.com.my

21. Malaysia Airline System( MAS)
03-7840 2617
03-7846 6024
saliza.saad@malaysiaairlines.com

22. Malaysia Marine and Heavy Engineering Sdn Bhd
07-268 2310/ 07-2682352/ 07-268 2322
07-278 0980
tmyong@mmhe.com.my, rosni@mmhe.com.my, fara_waheeda@mmhe.com.my

23.MISC Berhad
03-2273 8088
03-2275 2087
http://www.misc.com.my/


SOURCE:
GRADUAN, Careers @ Employment for Malaysians FRESH Graduates 2009

Note: There would be many more associates I'am yet to post but at the moment, these are they, coz I nk wat keje len dulu sket..But insya Allah sooner or later, I'm going to add up many more.Catch them out soon. Thanks for visiting. Bubye (^*)















Monday, July 27, 2009

Nasi Kunyit Mak

Yeah tomoro the semester break commences...

It was still early to dawn when suddenly the alarm of my dad's nokia 3310(latest model) rang to wake us up, it was actually alarmed only to my mum..I noticed the steps of mum slowly walking to the wash room, with half-opened and lazy eyes,I took a glance on what she was doing without asking even a single word..she was later heading the kitchen, I knew that today is Friday, where citizens of Terengganu are off from work, and basically in my hometown, there would be a big weekly pasar which folks throng as early as 7am to do selling and buying for their needs, food stuff and so on..I knew that Friday is the most awaited day by mum as she was normally prepared Nasi Kunyit to sell at the pasar,this was the solely way mum did to give a mere financially support to dad although dad had never asked mum to do this. Azan was vaguely aired by the muazzin, mum softly palm me off to perform the prayer, "Along2,bangun dh Subuh,kejut adik2 tu", I could hear the soft voice from a strong woman in front of me,she was quite elated I was back home for the break.


That day after performing my prayer, I felt like the toto (a type of matress used to sleep replacing bed) was calling me to again continue lying comfortably on it but I refused myself as I knew that mum was waiting at the kitchen. I went there but mum asked me to call younger sisters to come downstairs and finish up the wrapping works of Nasi Kunyit together. "Saa,Ipahh,Alinnn,Mawaddahhh cpt turun tlg mak nii" I shout out to them whom were so hard to leave their sleep after Subuh as it was Friday,off from schooling hours, no need to rush queing to take a turn into the toilet as we all share single washroom for 10 persons inside the small double storey house which was enherited from the late great grandfather of us. With the still sleepy and 'mamai' sisters,actually I was 'laloq' too, we began moving and working. My expertise job was wrapping the nasi kunyit tag-teamed with Sa. Mawaddah and Ipah assisted mum pouring kuah into the tiny sachet bag. Alin was waiting (plus continue sleeping) outside to send all packets to the pasar. We were all in the jovial and delightful moments eventhough I could see mum was a little tired but she never unveiled that kind of feeling in front of her child. Everyone realized our own onus and contributed something to mum that morning. Mum was not actually open her own stall at the pasar but just placed the nasi kunyit at a friend's stall by giving a remuneration(upah) for about 25sen for every 1ringgit sold.



11.30am- "Along2,bgn g amek duit nasi kunyit kejap", mum's voice again woke me up from the short nap (as usual it was Friday ^^ ), swiftly I stood,washed my face,took my father's old motorcycle and off to pasar. I was shocking suddenly it was not happening as usual, Nasi Kunyit were not all sold,it happened to be quite numbers there, I knew that it was not a good news for mum but I insisted that mum would always be ok. I took the money and the remaining of Nasi Kunyit and ride back home. Ahh I noticed mum was there already stood at the doorstep, from far I could see mum was there..."Mak,ade yang x habes arini,mungkin sbb org x masuk gaji lg kot ni,xpelah Along perabihkan eh,hehe", I was chuckling in jest, just want to cheer and deny the depression and it really was. "Mum calmly replied "Oo xpelah, mungkin xde rezeki arini,nk wat camane,bg kt makcik lah nnt nasi lebih ni". Yes I knew and in fact,I hoped mum would say that but I was not really sure either it was a true feeling inside my mum's heart or not. It was only my whim saying that. Mum was so strong, she was a woman with full of love, faith, perseverance, determination, compassion and forgiveness. With the earnings from selling Nasi Kunyit, mum has more than enough to support all her children and reduce dad's burden whom works as a mandor for few small contract-projects privately-owned by an uncle of mine. I can no longer see mum struggle to do such job, to secure uncertain amount of money to support dad. The Nasi Kunyit is only part of my mum's life. With the money earned from selling it, mum managed to collect coins and notes which are so paramount for her to be given away to all of us.

Mum and dad had never underwent an easy life even since they were in childhood time, everyday seems to be a hard, bustling and struggling day for them to grow and feed their 10 children. But mum and dad never revealed their grieves and grouses. These feelings are put in very obscure place inside their soul. Mum and dad, you should know that you dont need be to always live like present, since you were born you had done so much to live, your children is the most priority you put in your life. Mum and dad, you have to realise that God has bestowed you with all of us who will pull you out from the sickness, misery and anguish. With the just enough money, you have successfully provided us a great asylum, good education, palatable food and the most importantly your great love and care untill we all are here now. Mum and dad, we are almost...almost to pay off what you have done to us before,our soul is yours, wait mum and dad...We are all not well financially,but we posses love more than others and my promise is that, your long sacrifices would be worth it,insya Allah


Mohd Ridzwan ( Universiti Teknologi Petronas,Perak)

Nurul Shuhada( Kolej Perubatan Jururawat,Nilai)

Amirul Asyraf(Intec-preparation in medical course to Australia)

Fatihah Sakinah( UniKL MICET,Melaka)


Still schooling

Ain Afifah
Ilayana Nazlin
Mawaddah

Aizat Aiman
Nur Anis
Amri Afiq

"Allahumar firgli zunu bi wa liwa ledayya war hamhuma kama yo robbaya ni soriraa"
Ya Allah tiada apa yang berharga atas bumiMu ini selain kasih sayangMu dan kasih sayang dari kedua ibu bapa ku, kurniakanlah kesihatan,kebaikan dan keberkatan buat mereka yang telah bersusah payah membesarkan ku,Amin





Your joy and smiles bring nothing to others but to us, it was the most lucrative and precious gift God grants us.



Thanks Ma and Abah!
























Sunday, July 26, 2009

Not the best but pray to be better

Assalamualaikum..

Praise to Allah Almighty the most Merciful and the Greatest,
At last I feel it is a little of time coming for me to start a blog as a way of expressing and delivering most of my thoughts,opinions, feelings and sharings to public as not all could be simply registered and casted in my small pieces of mind. After all, blogging is a means of fostering writing skills which is so called 'an enormous asset' for everybody to represent who he/she is thus make public possibly recognise him/her(if not all at least a little). Blogging sometimes could navigate people into risks of ununity if there are too much provocations fooled around by those who are not aware with the sensitivity of multiracial and various backgrounds in our local state but sometimes bring cheers to people whenever good articles shared or written like guidance,tips,stories and bla bla....but my most intention is very much toward expressing what I have been experiencing through out my bitter-sweet life as a humble friend,a servant to Allah,a brother of 10 siblings,a final year mechanical student of late,a child in a middle class family,an employee( soon to be) and as whatever things you may call me (^*). Astuteness and competency in blogging often requires skills,how much experiences you have, the way you create story plots...and all these are indeed a very new thing in my routine and of course, i have to learn from the very beginning as it was like I used to learn ABC and numbers 15years back! In fact,I only managed to achieve a grad of C6 of English from Cambridge Assessment for my previous SPM,heheh..so colleagues, I'm not going to be a daily-updater as plenty of my time would be spent to work out!! yeah work out for the other things which are more relevant(I'm not saying blogging is not that important),so blogging would just be my part-time stint but I wish I could always be an updated blogger,no one knows what will really happen..

Before I end up, just wanna say that I'm willing to be criticized,condemned,rebuked and all such for the sake of being a better person. Better means a lot of things, it is not just a word...thus together we should create a culture and vicinity of peace and develop self improvement for our own,we are all friends and friends would never hamper others to hike and spearhead their own soul to be the better person! remember BETTER means lots..we r yet to be the best!

ridzwan hanaffi a.k.a along
UTP